blah blah, blah blah-blah, blah blah...thud
For some reason lately I feel as though I am trying to do too much.
I know that this is not the case. I know that because I'm actually probably doing less than I was earlier this year when I was still writing Torn.
Yet, somehow, the feeling persists.
I'm starting to think that these feelings are a result of the stresses in my life. Lack of money and job being high on the list. Couple that with the upcoming wedding of my little brother and my current lack of even a semblance of a love life and it just gets to me after a while.
And I really don't want to pull back from some of the things that I am doing, because I am doing so little already.
It's just coming down to a matter of focus. And right now I am to easily distracted. So once I manage to get away from the distraction, I find that there is not enough time left to do what I need to do.
I think I may need to start removing the network cable from the laptop every so often. The internet is a huuuge distraction, and the hardest to break away from.
But doing that could also be a bad thing. Email has become my primary method of communication, and since I don't readily give out my cel phone number it is sometimes the only method by which people can get in touch with me.
Not only that, but some of the things that I need to be doing can only really be done online. It's just that I'm not doing them either. I should be setting up my website better, and finishing my post to the community book poject. But instead I find myself trolling the message boards and reading blogs.
Thus I get an ever increasing backlog of things that I need to be doing, and feel that I'm overburdened.
Oh well... sometimes just venting like this can actually help. I actually analyze what's causing it, and sometimes that's enough to get me back on track.
Hopefully that will happen today.
Bye all.
I know that this is not the case. I know that because I'm actually probably doing less than I was earlier this year when I was still writing Torn.
Yet, somehow, the feeling persists.
I'm starting to think that these feelings are a result of the stresses in my life. Lack of money and job being high on the list. Couple that with the upcoming wedding of my little brother and my current lack of even a semblance of a love life and it just gets to me after a while.
And I really don't want to pull back from some of the things that I am doing, because I am doing so little already.
It's just coming down to a matter of focus. And right now I am to easily distracted. So once I manage to get away from the distraction, I find that there is not enough time left to do what I need to do.
I think I may need to start removing the network cable from the laptop every so often. The internet is a huuuge distraction, and the hardest to break away from.
But doing that could also be a bad thing. Email has become my primary method of communication, and since I don't readily give out my cel phone number it is sometimes the only method by which people can get in touch with me.
Not only that, but some of the things that I need to be doing can only really be done online. It's just that I'm not doing them either. I should be setting up my website better, and finishing my post to the community book poject. But instead I find myself trolling the message boards and reading blogs.
Thus I get an ever increasing backlog of things that I need to be doing, and feel that I'm overburdened.
Oh well... sometimes just venting like this can actually help. I actually analyze what's causing it, and sometimes that's enough to get me back on track.
Hopefully that will happen today.
Bye all.
posted by Phoenixwaller | 11:48 AM
1 Comments:
The internet sure can be a distraction from a lot of things, for me it distracts me from work. Oh well, you'll get back on track.
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